Q. Would you be willing to straighten some of this out for anyone reading who isn't psychopathic?
A. Sure.
Q. What was it like being little Jimmy Crary?
A. I was prelingual, and deaf, blinded by beatings, poisoned by something horrible, unable to go to school, hiding in the closet at home, and just walking places trying to be invisible, gnawed at horribly. Gail had move to New Jersey which is where most of her letters had come. They would seem very far away. I visited her once and fell in love with one of her friends and tried to get in touch with her friend. I read Gail's response to that as rejection. Heads Together and Don Ostro were dressing me up in suede and stuff. I wanted a feather ear ring but Meg wouldn't let me. She said the men looking for jailbait would rape me. It's clear a lot of people were keeping their eye on me, most of the adults in the Jewish Community knew what was going on. Ed Eisen had said that time he got me to get into some woman's basement and run around her house when she was out of town that he would have killed her if she had caught us. I know of course now that he meant me.
He said that afterwards. He had made a follow up call, much as Sharon Samuels called me after making love to tell me she was pregnant and not to go thinking she would have the baby. I never put a girl up to an abortion. I always said if they wanted to have the baby okay, I'd help them, that's the type of person I am, but I was young and didn't want to have to do all that for someone who didn't really love me.
Q. What is Seattle doing?
A. They took me hostage to torture and kill me and rob me. That's obvious. It's a slave labor blackmail situation. Seattle University is in on it.
Q. How did they get this to happen how could it possibly have been licensed?
A. The mentality of the orthodoxy in American Politics is deceitful when it comes to sex. Even though we only know about one of Jesse Jackson's adulteries and there were more I'm pretty sure, it isn't like something I want to know about, it's invasive and that invasiveness creates a kind of tyranny. This tyranny gets going because political rivals encourage it and people start thinking it's okay, much as people get lured into recreational marijuana. They start gossiping and backbiting and hurting people because no one in politics has the courage to put a stop to it, they figure it's a nice weapon to try and mobilize and obviously that is the root of stigmata warfare in the AIDS mobilization.
Now when it comes to a child being conditioned for sex, a Black Panther and a rock star, feeling guilty about their lives, and Muhammed Ali who gets his ego gratification by being holier than the Harlem junkie scene, redeeming people for Allah, who can't stand anyone saying that it's not that big of a deal for someone to have smoked pot or had a lover off camera, they all put it off on a child.
The formula of course for Seattle University and the people who pulled this off, Duquense, who destroyed my life and tortured me using me for many decades of slave labor without compensation, terrorizing my family, and threatening to kill me for my books, all this crime and hate which was unprovoked, which was a blindside attack in gradeschool, all of it lopes with this main theme: SEX PROVES THAT TORTURE DIDN'T HAPPEN, but a rational, non-biased person would realize that a child brutally tortured would when offered the comfort of a girl, for an afternoon free of terror, lapse into a neurobedient compliance, partly for fear of what might happen.
Now, the NAACP was so determined to use this big theme Sex Proves That Torture Didn't Happen that they hired Lisa Miles to lay in wait, and viciously attack me in an impacted neuroplasm that was probably at that time, and they knew it was there, I didn't, something like a cerebral neuroplasm. They viciously raped me in the neuroplasm they impacted.
This is the significance of their refusal to look at the optic nerve damage. That was not self-inflicted. It could not possibly have been. It preceeded horror drugs used to eliminate my power of judgement and render me a hostage. This is obvious, and to put me into a trance that made the themes of Gail's letters seem to preclude the possibility of fearful content. I do recall being scared by the scrawl ONOFANGLOOMING, but I couldn't make any sense of it, nor why she would be trying to scare me, so I figured it was just her weirdness. Kids were weird around that neighborhood, they'd make up words, it was all part of growing up in a Jewish neighborhood. Mother would not have credited that Gail was up to anything even if I had been concerned.
I never hid the letters. They were in the dining room.
So the whole idea was to make sex a basis for brutal pedophile blackmail and they followed up on this when I realized that sex was being organized by a militia possibly even The Marines, that attack prostitutes were being fired at me by the Where's the Beef, Donna Rice crowd, getting up a head of steam to streamline me as an AIDS testing pigeon.
Gabriel then alibi'd them and made camera tapes of me and Kathy Hayford. When I said the word, "murder" in that apartment the light began to flash. Kathy realized that the house was bugged. We parted ways shortly afterwards.
So, the way that Duquense and Seattle U. pulled this off, as hateful, Catholic schools attacking very viciously a humanist's child, making up race stories, and letting these black people from the street really do vulgar things to me, in the food, in the mouth, and getting doctors to poison me, all of this comes from their claim that sex proves I wasn't tortured.
In reality sex, which was fired at me, as though from a pistol, was an integral in torture. That is why I cannot bear to spend any time out with a woman now. I just can't believe how horrible what they did to me is and that they still, after torturing and raping us, won't give it a rest.
It's just unbelievable to me. It's Planet Auschwitz.